Question Mark

So the days have been going pretty good. Everyday is going to be slow until May 9th when I take my last AP exam. My final for AP bio is on Friday. That means I have tonight, tomorrow night, and a couple hours Friday morning, then the test. Then, on Monday I have a practice AP us test (that counts for a grade) an practice on Wednesday and then the actual AP test on Friday. The following Monday is the actual AP test for bio...and then I'M DONE!!!! 


Tomorrow is Howell Palooza, and I have a drum major meeting. I  might have to cut out the palooza if I have too much studying to do. And a kid wants to hang out...haha not happening. 


Anyway, random stuff: I'm looking for a boyfriend. 
I need to start trombone lessons after all this AP stuff is over. I want to take other lessons too, but trombone comes first. 
I love the song "Who Says" by Selena Gomez, like I hated her before and now my mind is totally changed.
 I hate it when people try to start drama. 
I should get a job. 
I don't feel safe around certain people. 
Bekah's party is on Saturday and I am PUMPED. 
Sunday is my little sisters First Communion party. 
Megan and I started working out in the mornings, which is beneficial in sooo many ways...it just involves getting up earlier to work your ass off, NBD. 
I started talking to my friend Lisa again today who I haven't talked to in a long time:) 
My water bottle needs to be refilled. 
I hate it when people don't text back fast enough. 
I like it when people don't change, unfortunately were teenagers and were trying to figure out where we fit in and who we actually are and stuff...so people are changing a lot. Oh well. 
I wish I was one of those kids that doesn't have to try at school; like those kids that look at a paper once and ace the test, or don't come to school at all, don't do their homework, and still get a decent grade in the class. If you are one of those kids, hey, I hate you. 
Oh, and I hate girls that are bitchy. 
And I would hate hate hate myself if I met myself. I should probably change some things so that isn't the case, but for now, I need to get back to studying. 


Adios. 


CARPE DIEM. 

Stress

Right now, I am very stressed. And I don't even have time to be writing on this blog. AP bio and AP us are kicking my ass. 
That is all. 
Thank you. 
Good-bye. 
Good-night. 
Adios. 
THE END. 

Lazy Day

"Today I don't feel like doing anything, I just wanna lay in my bed. Don't feel like picking up the phone, so leave a message at the tone, cause today I don't feel like doing anything, nothing at all." 


Yeah, today I came home from Danielle's house, WHICH WAS A FUN TIMEEEE...more about that later, showered, and plopped down with my AP biology and studied my ass off! Then before dinner my big brother showed up, and he is staying until tomorrow night so he can celebrate Easter tomorrow with at my Grandma's house with all our cousins:) Should be a good time:)


Anyway, Danielle's house. I get there and she's like "Were gonna go to so and so's (some guy I didn't know) house," and I'm like "WOAH! good thing I didn't come over here without putting makeup on!!" so we head on over there, and there's two guys who I don't know. They were both pretty decent tho so it was alright:) We had a few drinks, had a few laughs, it was a good time:) 


I'm talking to my friend Emma about how old we are getting. In two years we will be moving out. MOVING. OUT. It's a scary thought, but I can't wait. Although today was a great day with my family, I still can't wait to get out of here and see the world!! WOOOO PARTY TIME!!!!!


I have to go shower now... so I can be fresh for my hick relatives tomorrow. YEE HAW!!!!!

Yeah.

"How much more can I hate without burning up?"


So I kinda failed at the Picture Project. Ahhh well, I knew it wasn't going to last long anyway. I'm really pissed. Pissed doesn't seem like a good enough word to describe the rage I am in right now. I'm not gonna write what's actually going on because anyone can see this, and what is going on is personal. Yesterday was a really good day, especially with drummajor practice, I be rockin it. Then, after Collage went awesome, people started pissing me off and before I knew it I was bawling my eyes out on the way home, yelling at everyone, all because of one insecure son of a bitch. Thanks, asshole.


Today started off good until about 30 minutes ago. I can't stand hypocrites, I just. Can't. Stand. Them. Seriously, quite bitching at everyone just to make them feel as miserable as you do everyday of your sorry life.


I am finally understanding why my brother felt the way he did when he was my age. Except he must have felt 20x madder. I can't wait to get out of here and never look back, ever.


In the mean time I will study my ass off all of this week and next weekend for AP exams and school, and work my ass off to get drummajor, and try to get a job, and all that jazz. Jazz is too happy of a word for my mood, just saying.


On a happier note, (which I still am not happy) I am going to my best friends' in a little bit, and forget about all of this for a little while.

And I'm Like "YES!"

Today was such a freaking great day. So many things happened that made it wonderful:) I'm not gonna mention anything about anything with guys because I don't want to get excited over stuff that isn't actually there, *yet* TEEHEE!!!! It's all hush hush;) Good conversations with Danielle today:) And Megan has C lunch for the rest of the freaking school year, awe hell yeah! Tomorrow is my speech for English, and the first day of Drum major meetings...so I will be practicing for that later tonight. #getpsychedyo. Just saying I love the song "Judas" by Lady Gaga. 

Day 7: 

Sundays

Pretty much Sundays are my least favorite day of the week. I just don't like getting up to go to church cause when I go to church I don't get completely ready I just kinda throw on some mascara and coverup and flip my hair around and then leave. Sooo then I don't got my good vibes going in church. And usually Sundays are my homework days where I just do homework ALL DAY....which sucks. Consequently, I just look BLAH on Sundays...so enjoy! Days like these are really gonna make me wish I wasn't doing The Picture Project. BUT whatevs yo....


Day 6: 

OMFG EWWWWWWWWWW. 

Blown. Away.

I just got back from Megan's dance recital and it was AMAZING!!!!!!!!! I was completely awed by PADT's dancers and their talent. I seriously did not want that show to end.  Great job kids! 

Day 5: 

I need to color code my closet again.